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Wed, Jul. 19th, 2006, 09:14 pm

I want you because you love me, I hate you because I don't. I yearn for something more, something double what I have now. I know this isn't cryptic enough to be misunderstood, and maybe you'll read this and be hurt, or maybe you won't be hurt read this. I want to have to wretch myself from someone's arms, not wretch someone from my arms. I'm not into unrequited love unless I'm the one wanting. I'll love you if you hate me and I know that's totally screwed up and immature and not the ideal way to find a husband and I would love you if I could but I can't and I won't.